I am not an easy person to love. Some days I will whisper how beautiful you are while planting gentle kisses all over your body. You will giggle and try to fight me off and in that moment my heart will have never felt so light.

But other days when my mind is a storm cloud threatening to explode, I will be a bundle of emotions that I cannot quite keep contained. I will be cold, distant, and you will look at me like I am not the same person you fell in love with.

I am a broken light switch. My moods flicker without anyone flipping me on and off. I wake up each morning and wonder which me you will encounter that day. I always hope it is the one who makes you want to stick around.

I am not easy to love. But what I need you to understand is that whether there is a war raging inside of my mind or I am the kind person that you adore, I will always love you.

I will love you in the morning. I will love you when you cry. I will love you when I am angry. I will love you when you’re being stubborn. I will love you when I don’t even love myself. I will love you.

I know that there will be days when you want to give up on me but I am asking you, please don’t. You see, you are the only one who has been able to settle the storm inside of me before I even realize it is surfacing.

I am not easy to love but I promise that I will always put up a fight. And I will love you no matter what.

Anonymous asked: Forget about question 7. What I meant to ask was what do you think about open relationships ?

I think they’re retarded. Like why even be in a relationship if you’re able to just flirt, date, & have sex with others? I don’t know how feelings get tied into this equation. There’s no intimacy. And what is trust anyways ..

  July 29, 2014 at 10:25pm

Come lay with me. I wanna talk about nothing with someone that means something.

  July 29, 2014 at 2:41am

The truth is, sometimes too much can happen in a relationship, and then there’s nothing anyone can do or say. It’s broken.

Anonymous asked: 4 20 69 o.o

4. Are you in a relationship?
I’d say it’s complicated..

20. Do you shower every day?
Yes of course, I can’t stand going to sleep without showering.

69. What turns you off?
If a guy’s cocky as fuck, have bad hygiene, have bad respect, dishonesty, & if they’re way too clingy.

  July 25, 2014 at 2:08pm
  July 24, 2014 at 12:46am

Anonymous asked: 49, 58, 73

49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
Erm no official term as a bf, but I like how we can be ourselves around each other :>

58. What are five ways to win your heart?
Be loyal to me.
Good sense of humor.
Be patient with me.
Sharing the same music taste as me.
Be a car fanatic like I am.

73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
I don’t have anything in mind, but surprises are nice. I like it when they have the whole day planned ahead of time, but I love spontanality too.

  July 24, 2014 at 12:45am